honestly,

i don't know how you guys do it.
if i were you i think i would have given up a long time ago.
or definitely would have wanted to give up a long time ago.
but you are not me
and for that
i am truly thankful.
love you(s)



now to sit still and uncover the bandaids.
to get to the root of it all and stop thriving on imitation water.
to feel again - not by these RIDICULOUS outlets. but you and you alone.
to worship again. to pray again.


song


He lifts His voice, the earth melts


God..