this spring term has been such a plethora of .. plethoras, if you will.
time, is an amazing thing.
it's weird how some things never change; it's weird how some things come and go in the blink of an eye
thoughts.
there should be an on/off switch. or at least some kind of dial where you can tone it down.
too many times lately i find myself so suddenly overwhelmed by things running through my head.
like now actually.
things that i'd like to mull over more, things that i'd like to seek out and search out
why must you come and go so quickly.
they should at least slow down enough so i can get them down .. on this blog, if not anywhere else.
but perhaps you can see by the non-coherent-ness of my posts that really... i have not a clue what i'm thinking about, just, i'm thinking a lot
about
family
summer
relationships (past present future. of the worldly kind. of the godly kind)
school
future
seems like a generic list; but really, these are not light topics, not light like cream cheese. but heavy.
topics that keep you up at night
things that make your mind hurt. and your heart ache.
there should be days where all whom you love can be together. and just chill.
we could just sit in our living room or something.. it's pretty big and comfy
we could play some music
some games
eat some food
and there would be no more crazy thoughts
no more living two lives
in two different worlds
maybe that's just heaven waiting to be happenin
.. God i ask for your mercy upon them- would you not delay any longer... time is..... Lord God i place my trust and hope, in you..
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i am so blessed. help me not to lose sight of that. of you.
..
& to you whose socks are outside my door
for showing me what a true godly friendship is like, i thank you
..
home in 2 days. i suppose i should be more excited but really i don't know what to expect.
it's dangerous when you get comfortable in the uncomfortable.
..
i'm lacking in self control.
mmm
end here(?)
again. i wish . i could be more eloquent with my words
or simply - that i'd be able to capture these thoughts in their true essence.
