it's ___ that my best friend who lives literally down the street says 'i really miss you viv'
it's ___ that my grandma who lives 3 minutes away says 'you know i love spending time with you, why don't we do it more often'
it's ___ that my sister and i have to meet up at 1am because that the only time where we actually... have time
& it's ___that everyone else...
.
& then there's the other world.

time..
is short
& of the essence

how cliche.

___ for lack of words.

in the midst of our darkness and sin ... it IS Your light that shines through. your character that never ceases to amaze, your promises that never fail to come true, your love that ... is all encompassing, all powerful, that protects and trusts and hopes and perseveres. your love that never fails...you lavish on us, on me. i thank you for these convictions; for reminding me and showing me where i am falling short. i want to love like you jesus; to have the same compassion and kindness, to be gentle and patient, to not be selfish anymore because thats all that i have been lately. may my actions conincide with my words, and may my words not simply be words, but a reflection of my heart that is striving to be in tune with Yours. teach and guide me...

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4 hours and 3 hours of lseep later-
wow God that came really quickly and unexpectedly. and to watch it all unfold before my eyes in a matter of minutes and hours. to so quickly put this before me.
You are God alone & thats just the way it is.,