hey you,
i know you're upset, dissapointed, mad, and frustrated right now;
my heart's aching with yours.
at the same time, both you and i know that you gave it your EVERYTHING, and thats all anyone could ever ask for. you know that we're so proud of you, and you don't need this to please us, to amaze us, or to make us love you more. your heart alone is so much more than what we deserve to know or see.
there is always a next time. and now, keep your head up and channel it into what you already have. seriously, we are so incredibly proud of you and you should be of yourself. this doesn't define you or your abilities. remember that.
you're always going to be prostar in my eyes; in more ways than this.
i wish i could be there with you.
call me when you're ready.
love,
me
